Nobody likes pain. Not me not you not anybody. And no-one wants to be an expert on pain - who would be so silly? Last Sunday morning I was introduced to an audience as 'Eric is an expert in suffering. He has not only written books about the subject, but he's been there!' Well, if you think I want to be known as an expert in suffering and pain you've got another think coming! I made a joke of it with the gathering - and I think they understood. It's not long since I started public speaking again. For a bloke who has a PhD in preaching it's been really tough to be silent. But it all comes into what the Bible book of Romans calls the 'all things which God makes work together for good' in the lives of those of us who follow Jesus.
So I sat down on a bar stool and began reading from the Bible book of Job (pronounced Joeb). As I did I felt a distinct sense of the presence and power of the Holy Spirit all over me. I still do, because I did something really narcissistic a few minutes ago - I listened to myself speaking on the internet. Weird eh? And I'm still crying. I don't want to be the one who has to share this kind of message - that God allows us to go through dreadful stuff sometimes but remains sovereign - in charge. I don't find it easy, but I do think it is the one thing that many of us need to hear and to know. The devil may be banging us about but God isn't resigning. He's in it for the long haul and I'm grateful. He's really there when there's pain in the offering!
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