Monday, January 17, 2022

Blue Monday or Jubilee Year?

 

70 years ago today a wonderful lady was born! Diane Jean Guille arrived as a tiny baby in our home island of Guernsey. So, this January begins a Jubilee Year for us as I will also turn 70, and we will celebrate our Golden Wedding anniversary in September, God willing. Her Majesty Queen Elizabeth the second became our monarch in the same year we were both born so we have truly lived through the 'Elizabethan era' and are grateful to God for his blessings and grace to us throughout. We both know that I should have died at 45, but was brought back from the brink so that we could continue to be together, through both pain and pleasure. To God be the glory!

When we set out on this journey called life none of us can know the time allotted to us or the direction our paths will take. For us it involved submitting to what we felt was the call of God, though not without struggle. When that call meant leaving our home island and heading first to the UK, then to Seychelles and Zimbabwe, it seemed really scary and intimidating. We both questioned whether we had got it right many times, but looking back at lessons learned and lives changed, we can see that it was always meant to be.

The most difficult challenge, mind you, was not going forth in service, but staying behind in pain. Our hearts were seared most deeply by the long season (13 years) of Diane's own battle with anxiety and debilitating depression, and my own 22 years of facing some of the worst pain known to humankind. Compared to that, setting out to serve God and share his love with others, was both a privilege and a learning curve. We bear scars, however, that are trophies of overcoming, not marks of despair. Diane's joy and cheerfulness in every experience of life, may have been hidden during her years of anguish, but have burst forth in blessing right up to the present day. She is the light of my life.

So, no 'blue Monday' for us here. Instead it's Happy Birthday Diane and welcome to our Year of Jubilee!